So the grass is always greener on the other side? This week it sure felt like it. As soon as my Mr. Fix it man took off it seemed like everything decided to break.
shall I list it for you?
1. my emergency break light came on which is weird because it doesn't even work
2. my wind shield whippers decided to just go off by themselves.
3. my water spout outside somehow turned on and my dogs got plastered in mud before I new it.
4. we have no a.c which isnt really a broken problem but it wasnt hot and the moment he left it turned hot!
And after all that my daughter got sick came down with double ear infection and bronchitis and I went against my better judgment and let the doctor give her and antibiotic. 7 days later she had a full body rash!
and stepped on a bee to top it off!
I know that last part was on my 5 yr old daughter but as a mother the worry wheels flooded and I couldn't help but think the worst.
Then GOD decided to speak to me.
what did he tell me at 3am this morning as I was lying awake freaking out that my daughter might have something else happen to her.
ROMANS 12:12
Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying.
I had been praying over my daughter the whole night afraid of her allergic reaction. Then when my fear hit its peek, I was sitting in the dark and my cell phone light turned on. I picked it up to open a new email. it was Kloves Encouraging word and thats exactly what it said.
So dont tell me God doesn't talk. Because there in the dark of night he calmed me down and I new everything was going to be ok. Ok with Shyanne, ok with my husband, and ok with everything breaking around me.
Some times I think that God cant fill all the holes in my heart because he isn't that warm body lying next to you keeping you safe. But I am sure wrong because when he speak its warm, comforting, safe, and most of all the love I am looking for that cant be filled by anyone else.
So THANK YOU Jesus for being in my life and shining a cell phone light in my time on need.
Signed
-Proverbs Women in Training
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