Well everyone I am a single mama for the next 4 months. My husband is off! I took him to the airport this morning with watery eyes and tried my hardest to not lose it in front of my kids. Which was harder then i thought it would be. My two oldest daughter were screaming bloody murder "why...and No daddy No" I didnt know what to do other then just let them go for it. I am a little worried about my youngest daughter just because I know she doesnt get it. She told the older girls "dont cry hes just going to work" I think she will realised something is wrong when a few days goes by and he isnt hear.
I think being a parent is one of the hardest things you can do. But being a single parent, or a deployed spouce, and having to be strong when you feel your weakest hast to be just a step or two higher on the list.
How do you be strong for your kids when you need someone to be strong for you? I guess thats exactly what they are talking about when they say lean on God for your support and needs because no one here on earth can always be there for you and always be what you need when you need it.
Thankfully I have a very strong faith and i can lean on it to help me in my time of need..
Now all I need if for the weather to cool down-its to hot and I have no a.c. my wonderful husband took all the window a/c's out because he didnt want them to leak when it rains but now the heat is back! yuck!
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